Chris' dad bought season tickets for the Jazz this season so of course Chris gets to tag along. For those who know me (my mom and husband and maybe siblings?) know how much I hate being alone. I think Heavenly Father knew that I needed a happy loving family and eventually husband who would be there to take care of me and let me follow them around wherever they go because I really HATE being by myself. I'm such a weenie but it makes me sad and very lonely being left by myself. I get nervous and anxious and worried about everything. Thank goodness I have a 2 year old to keep me busy so it's not horrible.
My problem now is I am worried about how he will handle being put to bed. Hopefully it goes well and he doesn't put up a fight otherwise he may be sleeping in the pack n play where I know he will sleep happily. I hate to do that and ruin the progress we've been making (hopefully not) But I can't handle a crying 2 year old by myself. Chris thinks I'm such a baby but I just hate being alone. I get teary eyed just texting him to have him call me when they are leaving the game. I have to know everything when he is gone and I'm sure it drives him nuts. Maybe someday I will get over it. Really there isn't much I can do and have to deal with it but I can still dislike it right? Well I do.
The girls left around 6 tonight so Gray and I went to pick up cereal, shampoo and conditioner. Then we stopped by the RedBox so I could have my own movie after Gray went to bed. Next we went to Cafe Rio :> We got home around 6:30 when I realized Chris never returned our previous redbox so I had to rush it back before 9. We get back and it's now 7. Gray took a bath and we are now watching Tangled until bedtime...8:30?
Wish me luck...where did I get this hating to be alone thing from anyway!?
My problem now is I am worried about how he will handle being put to bed. Hopefully it goes well and he doesn't put up a fight otherwise he may be sleeping in the pack n play where I know he will sleep happily. I hate to do that and ruin the progress we've been making (hopefully not) But I can't handle a crying 2 year old by myself. Chris thinks I'm such a baby but I just hate being alone. I get teary eyed just texting him to have him call me when they are leaving the game. I have to know everything when he is gone and I'm sure it drives him nuts. Maybe someday I will get over it. Really there isn't much I can do and have to deal with it but I can still dislike it right? Well I do.
The girls left around 6 tonight so Gray and I went to pick up cereal, shampoo and conditioner. Then we stopped by the RedBox so I could have my own movie after Gray went to bed. Next we went to Cafe Rio :> We got home around 6:30 when I realized Chris never returned our previous redbox so I had to rush it back before 9. We get back and it's now 7. Gray took a bath and we are now watching Tangled until bedtime...8:30?
Wish me luck...where did I get this hating to be alone thing from anyway!?
I'm not a being lonely person either and unfortunately Rob works evenings so I'm alone every night. I always have the TV on even if I'm not watching it just for the noise.
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