Is it ENOUGH?!

This is Adison Sage. She's a doll. The one thing I don't like is they put her in cloth diapers which are disgusting and the poor girl always has a sad rash/dry skin. Luckily all I do is take it off put it in a bag and put on a disposable.

As some of you may know I currently babysit 3 girls. 18 months Alexis, 11 months Addison, 4 months Annika. It's crazy but I LOVE doing it and Grayson loves having other kids around. Well I kind of sort of left the craigslist ad up...well somebody contacted me and I am now babysitting a 4th girl...when will I get a BOY?! poor gray.hahaha. She is 2 darling and named Marley. The two other families I babysit are paying me good money for living in Provo. Well this last family...Marley's family they aren't paying as good but I figured it wouldn't matter because I'm getting paid well from the other families and I thought I would watch marley to help out her parents. They both go to school and they both work! Crazy! So I said well i understand being poor and yet needing all the help you can get. Should I have taken it? She asked me if I felt it was unfair? Well yes I think it's unfair and I feel I deserve more? I'm watching 4 flippin kids?! Can you believe that? She is only 2 and I don't think she'll be difficult. I will keep her 3 days a week 5 hours a day. Not bad but the other family is paying me twice as much as they are for the same hours! oh well...I figure we'll just see how it goes and go from there.

I just want to help my family make it through school. Chris the poor guy he has NO time for anything but school. Now I knew this is what it would be like I just look forward to him finishing. hahaha I know I know that's like 5 more years. It's okay I can handle it because I WANT him to go through school to support our family so ONE DAY I won't have to do much but be at home with my own kids running the house. I look forward to the day when what happens during the day doesn't have to come home as HOMEWORK. BLAH. I Love my husband and I am grateful for the sacrifices he is making to provide for our family. I just hope I am doing ENOUGH right now to help him until he can help us. Like I said...

Is it ENOUGH?!

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A few weekends ago we got together with my best friends. Bethany who is preparing to serve a mission in Brazil

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Arielle who is recently engaged (notice the ROCK on her left hand!) to the darling Adam Frederico...The AMAZING pianist. hehe. Anyway it was great getting together with them we chatted about old times discussed how our best friends are coming home from their missions and
1. I have a 1 year old
2. Arielle is getting married
3. Bethany won't be here to see them come home. sad... Time FLIES!

Here we are when we were maybe 12? I don't remember but we played chimney sweeps and I don't know why...Chimney sweeps but we look like I don't know...we were crazy. haha.

Here we are on our way to EFY when I think we were 16 or in Arielle and Bethany's case almost 17.

We spent some time with Chris singing at the piano while Adam played. It was very attractive...well the Chris part was attractive to me and the Adam part was attractive to Arielle.hahaha No i'm kidding they are both extremely talented! Hopefully I can get the video up of their performance. We had a great night. Thanks for coming!


If anybody can tell me the best way to get a video to load I'd appreciate it. I've tried mine a few times and it's not working. Or more that it's not loading.